"I am writing the story that will never end in my heart."
30th April~~~
means still got 1 more months to work..
i wonder in this MAY i still can Tank it or Not~

I notice the day keep goin,alot things happen and its very shock to see it..
Today..
I really got MAD...SUPER ANGRY....ITS like im goin BURST OUT anytime...[like the Volcano]
its realli unreasonable to alwiz SAY me tis and dat...kinda irritated...and den repeating the same thing over and over again...
Seriously everytimes she talk to me like dat..i feling wan scold her back..
today seriously got Headache and den a little bit pain at my heart..
coz i can feel dat all my feeling,my anger all went up to my brain..cant find a way to SPLIT it OUT...
Oh seriously i wanted cry so much...but den everything nid to TAHAN..
on dat times..i was thinking..'ok seriously cant take it...juz say it out and say OK aunty today LASt dat..im not goin work for nxt month'
at the end..din say out..juz like dat..

I getting notice working wit relatives somehow its not really a gud idea...
well mayb others will be diff...
but den..the dat since i start working..actually..i dun realli like it..been force to..since they kinda ignore me..kip call me...=.=
[if my cousin see tis..i think im dead...my best cousin mom..=.= sorry im telling the truth about my feeling]

i noe myself that im very emotional person..
so if i feel dat thing happen to me make me sad...i seriously will cry for no reason..
even my frend say dat too...
its kinda weird..last time im not like tis...
i realli hope to BE better person..dare to do anything..
me easy to be bully by ppl????
duno..mayb..or mayb not...
until now...IM STILL NOT READY to WORK...
still wan STUDY...dat my final..

getting to see my blog full wit MY MAD MAD MAD about my working~~~LOLxxx~~
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